毕业了！

一个多月没上来了，先说说毕业典礼吧！


21th August 2010
期待已久的毕业典礼，终于如期的进行了！
相信很多人都和我一样，在毕业典礼的前一个星期，都在努力的打扫房间，好让家人到来时，可以舒舒服服的住。


终于，到了星期五，第二天就是毕业典礼了。
妈妈，姐姐和公公一大早就跟着他的父母坐车下来了。
妈妈他们到的时候，应该只是三点多而已。
不过碍于我和他都必须工作，所以就让妈妈他们闷了整个下午，等待我们放工。
对不起了！


由于毕业典礼当天，必须在7.30am之前到达，所以我们就必须六点出发。
当中发生了小插曲，让我在毕业典礼开始前，真的很不开心。
不过，进入robbing room之后，心情开始好转。
想在这里向妈妈和姐姐说声对不起！哈哈！


毕业典礼进行了三个多小时，其中，有些歌唱表演。
说真的，一生人一次的毕业典礼，所有人都觉得太快了，就那么一刹那，就结束了。
结束之后，真的是人山人海。
在外头和朋友们拍了几张的照片，就决定先回去了，因为太多人，太热了，怕家人受不了。


回去之后，公公说要直接回北海，在没有办法之下，我只好答应他的要求。
而男友的父母因为知道妈妈和公公今天要回，所以也决定今天回。
在一生人一次的毕业典礼当中，有好多让我遗憾的事，先看照片吧！

在这个毕业典礼里，少了爸爸的合照，难免会遗憾。因为爸爸必须在家里照顾弟弟妹妹，所以没办法出席。
也没和一些朋友拍照，难免会有些些的遗憾。


终于毕业了，踏入人生的另一个阶段，原来还真的不容易。
爸爸妈妈，我看到了你们的辛苦，看到了你们的艰辛，我会好好工作，希望可以让你们过好的日子。

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感触

星期二的下午，天气闷闷的。

最近，地球真的病得很严重了。

水果之王-榴莲，开始没有季节的出产。

最近的天气，也都是阴阴的。

心情，也似乎受了天气的影响，没有怎么好过。

不只是因为无聊的工作日子（还真的很不甘心就这样工作了），也因为家里一直以来存在的问题。

今天，和同事们到附近的咖啡店吃午餐。

其实没什么和他们吃午餐，原因是不是很想出去。

说穿了，只是自己有点“反社会”主义，哈哈。。

原本也没什么大不了，吃午餐也没社么好记录的。

但是却让我碰到了一个人，令我想了很多的一个人。

那个人，我和他根本就不认识。

他只是一个晚上在街边卖炒饭的老伯伯，和我是素不相识。

为什么这么一个人，会让我感触良多呢？

记忆中，他是一个不说话的老伯伯。

一直只是在专心炒饭。

我和男友甚至有想过，是因为孩子不理他们，还是因为他们只是想找件事情来做。

今天，看见他，一个人，找了张椅子，买了饭，一个人静静的坐在那里享受他的午餐。

我心里，顿了一下。

出现在脑海里的，是公公。

想想，公公的年纪比他还大了。

公公也是这样，每天早上，一个人到咖啡店，甚至是下午、晚上，都是一个人吃东西。

忽然间，心里好难受。

觉得，真的忽略了家里的老人家。
但是自己却在这里工作，能够回去的时间，真的不多了。
即使回去，也逗留不久。
很舍不得从小到大长大的地方，但是能怎么办呢？


心理酸溜溜的~ (0.<)

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Intruder again

Tonight, as usual, after back from work, went for a dinner. Today go to Sentosa for dinner. Meet Melvin and his girlfriend there.
After dinner, as usual, go back rent house, had a bath, and open my laptop.
After awhile, suddenly heard police car siren and saw a police car pass through my house.
It does not mean anything to me, so I continue doing my own thing. Not more than 2 minutes time, I saw police car pass through again.
After 5 minutes, house owner came and said "are you guys ok?"
I was weird that time, wondering why house owner will come and ask such a question.
Then only I know there was an intruder in our house this afternoon around 2pm.
That time was raining, but not that heavy already.
Just Alex's girlfriend was at home at that moment. And electricity was not available.
Before the electricity not available, she was at downstairs, playing her computer.
After that, when there was no electricity, she bring her laptop went upstairs.
And because of no electricity, so she left the wood door open. Usually when no one downstairs, we will close and lock the wood door. But because of no electricity, she just went upstairs without closing it.
10 minutes later, another housemate came back. She saw a guy in our house.
He was already inside our house that time, our gate and door was open.
She was scared, and just wait outside for awhile to see whether that guy will come out or not.
But that guy just walked around inside our house, so she decided to run upstairs and called for help. Alex's girlfriend went down. She saw that guy already in the house and shocked.
That guy saw them and said "Dun worry, I am not a robber. I just want to repair things. If I am a robber, I will enter the house already." with broken English. But actually that guy was already in the house. He still dare to say those words. OMG~!!
Both of them are girls, they not dare to question more, and let the man walked away.
Luckily nothing missing in the house. Luckily my laptop I put it inside my bedroom. =.=''
Last time, when Alex's laptop went missing, my laptop is downstairs. Luckily I keep my laptop upstairs now when I not at home.
Just for 10 minutes only, he can get in our house without any noises. Actually our gate is very noisy when open, but he can open it without any noises.


House owner gave us another lock to lock the door. We also found another key that can match the wood door lock which is much more better than other locks.
We expect that man will come back again, may be in few weeks time, may b few months later.
We can't do anything. Just keep our door lock and be more careful.


Section 17 is really a very dangerous place to stay in. But since I am working here, and stay here for 3 years already, there is no reason for me to move. For me, every place is the same. Every place is dangerous. Just can be more careful no matter where.

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~WoRKinG LiFe~

Fourth day working. Still nothing to do. I am SO boring everyday.

Although today have some task, but is a very simple task and very little only, I can finish it within 15 minutes. 

Nothing related to coding. Just add the information in XML.

Hmm.. Really boring working life. 

Just imagine, everyday wake up at the same time, do the same thing, prepare to work.

9am to 6pm, normal working hours, have to stay in office with air-conditioner(no doubt that, this is the only thing that i can accept in this boring office). Nothing to do, or busy with all those boring work, do it again and again everyday until you retire.

After 6pm (mostly won't left at 6pm sharp), if the place you are staying is far from your working place, then sure there will be serious traffic jam (if you are in city like KL).

So most of the people choose to leave the company early than the traffic jam hours or later. Most of the people will choose leave the office late by 7.30pm to avaoid traffic jam. Means there already more than 9 hours you stay in the office.

Back to home, have a nice bath, and start taking dinner with friends, family, or partners. Usually that will be at 9pm. 

After dinner, there will not be much time left before bedtime. Usually IT people like me, will on the computer, surf net, play games at facebook, view updates and so on.

If people like me, that usually need to have enough bedtime and good rest, time to sleep will be at 10pm. 9pm dinner, 10pm go to bed, is not a good lifesytle. 

Most of the people are night owl. I, obviously, not one of those people. So I don't know what activity they will do.

Saturday and Sunday, is weekend time, most of the people will go shopping with friends or partners, some will meet up other friends. But there are also some people that think that at weekend, many people at the shopping mall. So they rather stay at home.

Why working life is like that? So boring.

When I worked in CSC, I started to notice that, most of the people go home for dinner and their dinner time is at 9pm. 

At that time, I was wondering, why the dinner time is so late? Dinner time not suppose at 7pm?

When I still at secondary school time, or even in university, my dinner time is normally around 6pm pr 6.30pm. 

So when I heard about their dinner time, I was curious. But now, I understand why their dinner time is so late.

This is because in city that will always traffic jam, people usually reach home is 8pm. So they having dinner after that.

Life is so boring, everyday working working working.

Suddenly start miss university time.

Cycling, watch movie, travel, all those happy time still inside my head. 

I MISS THAT TIME!!

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~Monday Blue~

其实一直不了解，为什么人都会把星期一比喻成蓝色。

明天就是星期一了，仔细想想，好像明白了。

蓝色代表忧郁，星期一是一个星期里最痛苦的一天，
因为是五天工作日的开始。

上个星期，工作了两天，没有被安排任何的任务，
实在是闷到不行。

明天，又要工作了。我不想工作啊！！

现在心里有个愿望，希望可以冲破心理那一关，喜欢上这一份工作！

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【心情篇】无言

从学校回来，
很不平常的，
忘了开电话的铃声。

2.22pm，
荧幕亮起，
发现来电号码是熟悉的，
原来是妹妹的电话号码。

接了电话，
是妈妈。
妈妈一开口就问了我，
Streamyx不到一年能不要吗？
说真的，
我还真的是不清楚。

说着说着，
妈妈开始透露了她一直以来不要姐姐告诉我的事情。
姐姐有偷偷的告诉我这些事，
她说妈妈不要她和我说着一些，
怕我担心。

可是今天却从妈妈口中听到，
虽然早已知道有这一些事情的发生，
但是还是忍不住哭了。

说着说着，
妈妈说想把妹妹送进医院。
其实很早以前，
就应该把妹妹送进医院的。
今天终于听到了妈妈的心声。

她说，
有哪一个父母忍心看着自己的女儿进医院？
有哪一个父母忍心看着自己的女儿进精神病院？
原来，
说起来是那么的容易，
而做起来却是那么的难。

妹妹的情况，
已经一天比一天严重，
可是我能做些什么？

神明说，
妹妹心里有个结打不开，
又不说出来，
如果那个结打开了，
就会雨过天晴。

我们也知道妹妹心里有个结，
可是她怎么都不肯说，
我们能怎么样呢？
或许你们会说，
想办法啊、看心理医生啊……
可是我们都做过了，
真的什么都试过了，
而且也不是没有进过疗养院，
出来了还是一样。

妈妈说，
你听我这样说你都哭了，
如果你在这里一定会崩溃。
有空的话，
找个时间回来看看你妹妹。

关了电话，
哭了又哭，
爸爸妈妈，
你们真的幸苦了，
我能够做些什么？

说真的，
有点后悔来念书，
在这种时候没有办法陪在你们身边，
真的很对不起。
你们真的很坚强，
我想我不可能做到像你们那样。

一边写着，
眼泪不受控制的留下来，
我好像，
真的走投无路了，
我该怎么办？
我也好怕，
妹妹会失控，
做出伤害家里人的事，
那时我又该怎么办？

我……
真的无言了……

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心痛得想哭

今天是妹妹生日，
在面子书里留下了生日祝福，
也传了生日祝福的简讯，
再打个电话，
让她知道我人不在她身边，
但是还是关心她。
但是没想到，
听到的是冷言冷语，
心里极度的难过。。


说实在的，
我还真的是心痛，
其实知道她会是这样的，
但是还是忍耐不住那种心痛的感觉，
不懂该怎么形容，
只知道很想哭，
泪水在眼眶里打转，
却怎么也掉不下来。


算了吧，
只希望她可以快点振作起来！


心，
好乱~

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