Wednesday, July 28, 2010

感触

星期二的下午,天气闷闷的。
最近,地球真的病得很严重了。
水果之王-榴莲,开始没有季节的出产。
最近的天气,也都是阴阴的。
心情,也似乎受了天气的影响,没有怎么好过。
不只是因为无聊的工作日子(还真的很不甘心就这样工作了),也因为家里一直以来存在的问题。

今天,和同事们到附近的咖啡店吃午餐。
其实没什么和他们吃午餐,原因是不是很想出去。
说穿了,只是自己有点“反社会”主义,哈哈。。

原本也没什么大不了,吃午餐也没社么好记录的。
但是却让我碰到了一个人,令我想了很多的一个人。

那个人,我和他根本就不认识。
他只是一个晚上在街边卖炒饭的老伯伯,和我是素不相识。
为什么这么一个人,会让我感触良多呢?

记忆中,他是一个不说话的老伯伯。
一直只是在专心炒饭。
我和男友甚至有想过,是因为孩子不理他们,还是因为他们只是想找件事情来做。

今天,看见他,一个人,找了张椅子,买了饭,一个人静静的坐在那里享受他的午餐。
我心里,顿了一下。
出现在脑海里的,是公公。

想想,公公的年纪比他还大了。
公公也是这样,每天早上,一个人到咖啡店,甚至是下午、晚上,都是一个人吃东西。
忽然间,心里好难受。
觉得,真的忽略了家里的老人家。
但是自己却在这里工作,能够回去的时间,真的不多了。
即使回去,也逗留不久。
很舍不得从小到大长大的地方,但是能怎么办呢?


心理酸溜溜的~ (0.<)

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Intruder again

Tonight, as usual, after back from work, went for a dinner. Today go to Sentosa for dinner. Meet Melvin and his girlfriend there.
After dinner, as usual, go back rent house, had a bath, and open my laptop.
After awhile, suddenly heard police car siren and saw a police car pass through my house.
It does not mean anything to me, so I continue doing my own thing. Not more than 2 minutes time, I saw police car pass through again.
After 5 minutes, house owner came and said "are you guys ok?"
I was weird that time, wondering why house owner will come and ask such a question.
Then only I know there was an intruder in our house this afternoon around 2pm.
That time was raining, but not that heavy already.
Just Alex's girlfriend was at home at that moment. And electricity was not available.
Before the electricity not available, she was at downstairs, playing her computer.
After that, when there was no electricity, she bring her laptop went upstairs.
And because of no electricity, so she left the wood door open. Usually when no one downstairs, we will close and lock the wood door. But because of no electricity, she just went upstairs without closing it.
10 minutes later, another housemate came back. She saw a guy in our house.
He was already inside our house that time, our gate and door was open.
She was scared, and just wait outside for awhile to see whether that guy will come out or not.
But that guy just walked around inside our house, so she decided to run upstairs and called for help. Alex's girlfriend went down. She saw that guy already in the house and shocked.
That guy saw them and said "Dun worry, I am not a robber. I just want to repair things. If I am a robber, I will enter the house already." with broken English. But actually that guy was already in the house. He still dare to say those words. OMG~!!
Both of them are girls, they not dare to question more, and let the man walked away.
Luckily nothing missing in the house. Luckily my laptop I put it inside my bedroom. =.=''
Last time, when Alex's laptop went missing, my laptop is downstairs. Luckily I keep my laptop upstairs now when I not at home.
Just for 10 minutes only, he can get in our house without any noises. Actually our gate is very noisy when open, but he can open it without any noises.


House owner gave us another lock to lock the door. We also found another key that can match the wood door lock which is much more better than other locks.
We expect that man will come back again, may be in few weeks time, may b few months later.
We can't do anything. Just keep our door lock and be more careful.


Section 17 is really a very dangerous place to stay in. But since I am working here, and stay here for 3 years already, there is no reason for me to move. For me, every place is the same. Every place is dangerous. Just can be more careful no matter where.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

~WoRKinG LiFe~

Fourth day working. Still nothing to do. I am SO boring everyday.
Although today have some task, but is a very simple task and very little only, I can finish it within 15 minutes. 
Nothing related to coding. Just add the information in XML.
Hmm.. Really boring working life. 
Just imagine, everyday wake up at the same time, do the same thing, prepare to work.
9am to 6pm, normal working hours, have to stay in office with air-conditioner(no doubt that, this is the only thing that i can accept in this boring office). Nothing to do, or busy with all those boring work, do it again and again everyday until you retire.
After 6pm (mostly won't left at 6pm sharp), if the place you are staying is far from your working place, then sure there will be serious traffic jam (if you are in city like KL).
So most of the people choose to leave the company early than the traffic jam hours or later. Most of the people will choose leave the office late by 7.30pm to avaoid traffic jam. Means there already more than 9 hours you stay in the office.
Back to home, have a nice bath, and start taking dinner with friends, family, or partners. Usually that will be at 9pm. 
After dinner, there will not be much time left before bedtime. Usually IT people like me, will on the computer, surf net, play games at facebook, view updates and so on.
If people like me, that usually need to have enough bedtime and good rest, time to sleep will be at 10pm. 9pm dinner, 10pm go to bed, is not a good lifesytle. 
Most of the people are night owl. I, obviously, not one of those people. So I don't know what activity they will do.
Saturday and Sunday, is weekend time, most of the people will go shopping with friends or partners, some will meet up other friends. But there are also some people that think that at weekend, many people at the shopping mall. So they rather stay at home.

Why working life is like that? So boring.
When I worked in CSC, I started to notice that, most of the people go home for dinner and their dinner time is at 9pm. 
At that time, I was wondering, why the dinner time is so late? Dinner time not suppose at 7pm?
When I still at secondary school time, or even in university, my dinner time is normally around 6pm pr 6.30pm. 
So when I heard about their dinner time, I was curious. But now, I understand why their dinner time is so late.
This is because in city that will always traffic jam, people usually reach home is 8pm. So they having dinner after that.

Life is so boring, everyday working working working.
Suddenly start miss university time.
Cycling, watch movie, travel, all those happy time still inside my head. 

I MISS THAT TIME!!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

~Monday Blue~

其实一直不了解,为什么人都会把星期一比喻成蓝色。

明天就是星期一了,仔细想想,好像明白了。

蓝色代表忧郁,星期一是一个星期里最痛苦的一天,
因为是五天工作日的开始。

上个星期,工作了两天,没有被安排任何的任务,
实在是闷到不行。

明天,又要工作了。我不想工作啊!!

现在心里有个愿望,希望可以冲破心理那一关,喜欢上这一份工作!